I need...

Oh  my, i do love blogging! Why didn't i do this before?!
I've put together a few things I am obsessing over and very much want in my life, but at this moment in time my bank balance is... well I cant even afford one of the items!

 

• Polka dot dress- Topshop

I first saw this in the shop and it caught my eye, but after seeing Molly from The Saturdays wearing it in a magazine I fell in love! Im obsessed with this colour atm and its very in for Spring time. I just love how cute it is! I hope I manage to save up enough money before it'sout of stock :(.

• String Trilby- Topshop

Ok so they have been in for ages, and I have always loved them... but I live in Newcastle, and i dont wanna disrespect the geordies because I love them! But I wouldnt say it's the most fashion forward city in the world. Also when I told my friends I wanted a trilby they said they look stupid... but I've decided I love this hat too much and it would be lush for summer!  

• Black Mary Jane's- Toshop

So i will never ever have the confidence to walk in heels this tall due to my height issues but it doesn't mean I cant dream! I just love these, so classic and would go with so much... damn my lack of confidence and inability to shrink!

• Cross Earings- Fashionology

These have been flying around youtube for a long time thanks to the amazing Sammi from Beauty Crush and i have always admired them but now, I NEED them!!

• Lower arm cuff- Fashionology

I love how simple this is! Yet I think very beautiful. Cant wait to be paid!!!!

Love Jasmine
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F@#k them...

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Hello! This blog post is random, spontaneous and well.. just random. It's actually nearly 2am but I can't sleep and I'm brimming (right word?) with anger. As my boyfriend has no phone battery, people have gone to bed and I'm not exactly camera ready.. I feel the need to vent on my new blog :).

Now this may not specifically apply to a great deal of people but I hope in general it could do? about anything, any insecurities you may have about yourself... I dont wanna sit here and say "you are beautiful, everyone is beautiful in their own way" and all that stuff, personally I cant say that kind thing to myself as I just dont believe it abot me. BUT i will say a massive F@#k YOU to anyone who tries to tell you that you are anything but beautiful, my issues are my own... and noone else has the right to comment.

I am tall, so what? take a fucking look at Heidi Klum, Giselle Bundchen, Kate Moss.... just whoever, and there you have some of the most beautiful women in the world. AND THEY ARE ALL TALL. Someone posted a disgusting status on facebook today (2 actually)... one being along the lines of "I'ts obvious if a girl is nearly 6ft then she has a shlong (penis just incase you didnt know haha)" basically labelling all women who are taller must be men, or be compared to men. I'm sure people are reading this and thinking maybe I am pathetic for making a post about this? But I am sick of height being something so negative... well at least in the normal world it is, if I were say a size 0 and on the runway it may be a different matter :P. But at the end of the day most of us are just normal, and if you are 4'11 or 6'11 you are still fucking normal.

Writing this now I'm a little unsure where im going with it haha and it is starting to feel kinda pointless! But I just basically wanted to say, who cares if you're tall, short, fat, skinny.. whatever, no one else has the right to make you feel like you aren't normal... because I admit, when i read that status i felt like i was a freak and it made me cry a little. Because I'm 5'11 i should be seen as a man or something? But no, after thinking about it I am completely normal... i may not be "average" but I am normal. I may never be able to embrace my height like so many other inspiring women can but thats my issue, and I wont be made to feel bad by anyone else.

Sorry that was totally not inspiring like I had intended it to be, but you know... as long as you are happy with yourself and who you are, fuck everyone else.

Love Jasmine

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